散場的擁抱

从你的眼角 慢慢地明了
我能做的很少
原来你藏着伤 但不想和我聊

你选的电影 像某种预告
不坦白的主角
最后流着眼泪 坚持独自走掉

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 你留着和他所有合照
明明面前是答案 却撕掉 不要

呵护地祈祷 温柔地讨好
爱能让人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑 浪漫得不肯逃

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 我们和你们不能比较
但我的爱多强悍 出乎你预料

散场的拥抱 我还在燃烧
但你心里的浪潮 拒绝让我看到
你煎熬 不肯定什么是最想要
爱才又像乐园又像监牢

散场的拥抱 混乱的心跳
多宁愿只是争吵 还能道歉和好
我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐
越是挣脱越缠绕 我比你明了

 

got hooked to this song cause of the show on channel u…

我知道 太美的回忆像副手铐

i miss hugs and being hugged.

wishing them a blissful marriage ❤

dont you think this is like super pretty!!!i can so stare at it for hours.rach from lovebonito is getting married (: they went to prague to have their wedding photos taken.its like a dream come true,cause the photographer is really famous apparently!hahha.God bless her and her mr to be!and yes credits to her for that pretty photo.

xo,a

JUST KILL ME

the cramps is killing me

the gastric is killing me

but trust me, nothing else could beat posing as a killing threat than those messages.

ohwow,i just got his text.surprise surprise.its already the tenth week of my school and he doesnt realise that i dont go to sch until 330pm on tues and thurs.ya,i can understand that.busy with everything else around you i know.

i just need someone who pays attention to me, it doesnt count when i force them or want them to.is it possible.if no,i will go.

malfunction

i feel like i’ve been ripped a p a r t

i cant believe i actually received those messages, i read them over and over and over thinking no i dont think it is what it is.

great.when i was telling you about it you ignored me.now you are telling me back the same exact thing that i told you months before.

YOU THINK I DONT WANNA GET OUT OF THIS.YOU THINK I ENJOY THIS.I AM TRYING DESPERATELY FINDING A WAY TO GET A LIFE AWAY FROM YOU.

LAUGH AT MYSELF FOR EVEN WANTING TO SHARE THAT SONG BELOW WITH YOU.thank God i did not.cause i’d be looking like the biggest idiot on earth.

i only wanted to share this

 

for you.

i’ll fight their doubt give you faith.with this song.for you.

there’s always someone who disapproves, the jury is out.

ghost from your past are going to jump up at me.

the stake is high.the waters is rough.

its all going to be so tough.i know it long ago.can i still stay strong.

im not saying that work isnt important.i only wanted to see you.from afar.

xo,a

happyppyppyppyppy

this is happy me

pardon my ugly photo, but im a happy girl now.thank you for taking 1 hour and 15 mins of your sleep to talk to me.

so happy that i cant speak not so i shall just put photos…

imagining you in tkgs uniform HAHHHAA

 

xo,a

what are words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see
How every single promise I keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I’m meant to be where I am
And I’m gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I’m gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
And I’m gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cause what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I’m forever keeping my angel close

this is the new proposal song.seriously, i cried like buckets.i feel like an idiot.but i really cant stop crying.its freaking touching.so sweet of him, so tough for him, so strong for him.definitely will be keeping you in prayers,that your wife will recover completely one day soon.keep the love strong cause God will be shining over you both.i love every bit of the song, the lyrics the melody the story the video the voice, everything.its really extremely moving.this is what all guys should be.and this is the true meaning of marriage.being there for her always and forever, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; until death do us part.aww,shhhooo sweeeet,you both deserve a cuddly hug.

its raining here again ): im not getting enough vitamin D today.

xo,a

the process or should i say its a torture

i dont know if anyone has ever been through what im feeling now.but im pretty sure this isnt the kind of relationship that i desire and im starting to question myself the importance of me in this relationship.ok its not as if i feel totally redundant, but im just really confused.the process of letting you learn and realise that you need me as much as i need you doesnt seem to be working.because its clearly me the one always needing you, and it makes me a nusiance,cause i will be always the only one wanting time from you.shouldnt it be a two way thing.i know there are external factors that prevents that.i know.but i think its the thought that counts right…and trying to make up for it after i speak to you about it doesnt make things better because its clearly you just being courteous, responding in the manner i need you to.its really a torture, but i think its worth.cause then i will know and it will be clear, to see where i actually stand in your life.im not being selfish or trying to depend on you all the time.im just asking for that fair share of love that i deserve.change me by all means,but im telling you it takes time and not just cutting off like that.and there is a limit to how much i bother to put into a relationship.if one day i dont think you deserve it anymore, i will stop.and it wont be because i dont like you anymore or i like some other people,it will be because your attitude sucks.today is day 2 of this crap, lets see how long this is going to last,and guess the outcome of it.

i saw my eyecandy today.she crashed my music class.

xo,a